Babs' Journals

Woahh!!!

Woahhh.... sorry, avent had time to upload all my crazyness thats been these couple of days, pretty crazy.....

Every night my house os full of people and we are just having late parties here, including pillow fight loads of wine weed vodka whatever else we can just get crazy on...

Actualy I am now waiting for my boyfriend to arrive.... and his friend and more ppl..... and I am on my third glass, you know in one week I wont be here anymoreso its fucking party time ALRIGHT? Loving it all.......... I will finish my 5th glass of wine TALK TO YA ALL LATAH!

PS : I posted one song.. sweet illusions by ryam adams its so sweet ... im in love AAAAAAH!

Things are getting better!!!

Oh oh oh.... So since friday Ive been woo wooo, having some good time... Lucas came by to take me out to dinner on friday, it was lovely, we talked a lot, we still havent talked bout the fact that I am leaving and am going to miss my friends a lot, so we had a best friends talk heart by heart, it was very lovely... went to be early .... saturday woke up and my brother and his friend took me out to lunch, had a lovely lanb hamburger I love love lamb meat, BLESSSSS them .... I feel so bad!!
Anyway, so after that he dropped me at alynes house and I was there smoking and then we watched REQUIEM for a dream, I had watched already oh wellllllll.... we got ready for the pvt we were going to... that our friend whose a dj was going to be playing at 1 am till 3 am... so we did get dressed and went over his place... a friend came to pick us up.
Arriver at his place started on some beers and afterwards we were into vodkas wiskey and energy drinks... we got there it was a nice little place with swimming poll and everything, but the party had started at 10 am and we got there at 10 pm, so a few ppl left there bout 100ish, but still dancing to the beat and as we get there CLOSER TO HEAVEN starts playing its just too good to be true you know lol..
So I danced my ass off, so did everyone, a friend of ours was cought smoking byt the police but then afterwards he made his way into back to the party by the woods lol He was funny and had a nice nice fit body WO WO!
Anyways, so we partied till 3 and went back to his place.... ok ok ok like Imagine a huge house with swimming pool, all drinks, jacuzzi and nice and fun people smoking skank, our friend playing some progressive.... having a laugh while making barbecue at 4 am LOL!!!!!!!
Ok and that was on till 2 pm next day.... got home, slept a little... and my baby boy came visit me and we watched a movie by Al Pacione and Colin that I forgot the name... at night, so nice my cute baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!
OK! Things to do, wicked weekend and next weekend PARTY HARD
Love
BABS
GREAT WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK EVERYONE..............
HIT
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Few days left.....

Hey hey hey,

Here I am back again, I did post one of my favorite songs that reminds me a good time with this guy Im going out with, because we danced to this tune at the rave last sunday.... Oh jeeeeee.. I love this tune - U BRING ME CLOSER TO HEAVEN........CLOSER TO HEAVEN......

Oh ok ... so STRANGE day today very hot and like seems its going to rain, but never does... c mon pour already!!!!!!!!

So, today I am going to see him, heÂ´s going to come over so we can have spliff and I am suppsed to go to college with him.... and I already told some of my mates Id be in the bar tonight heheh so I will have to tell him something and th bar is in the same college, but I dont think itÂ´s fair for him to miss classes to be him me, so he can go to class and I can stay IN THE BAR WWOOOO!!!!

Well, I am really excited to see him, I shouldnt coz I saw him like tuesday.... but you know how this feeling is eh, the butterflies go crazy!!!!!!

Ok, countdown ... 19 days and Brazil is not my home anymore : - ] Bring it on EUROPE

MUCH love and peace from
BABS!

Doubts and abouts......

Hey hey hey....

So... just got back home, no oneÂ´s here, my friend who was staying over left last night... didnt get to see him leave, I went to College because this guy im going out with (and started to like him) told me to go there... so I did, and we were there for a while he was so ver sweet to me like always.. and I went to Alynes afterwards to sleep over... so it was quite a fun and late night... Today my friends are comming to wath U2 and weekend is not planned but indeed going to a party on the 1st of april tats going to be a kick ass... cant wait to dance again.. and cant wait to see him again... I really want him!!!!!!

Babs

Let the week begin....

Ok, it was almost impossible to try and do something yesterday, the hangover was like hitting pretty bad, but I did manage to keep my hopes up that everything was going to be better....
I did talk to him on msn though, he seemed ok not like always I will try not to talk to him today on msn or nothing sdo he can miss me a little and just appear at college tomorrow and see him, aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh I am starting to like him and what do I do now that I am leaving?
I know I should enjoy my best while I still am here right?
So, just gpot back from a bike ride itÂ´s been real good for me to stay out of the beerÂ´s way !!!
Today my best friend starts her new Job I hope it works out just good for her!!!! GOOD VIBESS ALLYYY!!
Rock on then, I am off and am going to play with buzznet a while :)
KISSES
Babs

Kaballah Rave

So, its 6 am and I am up how nice :) .... Sure ent to bed at 8 pm after been without eating and dancing my ass off drinking beer/vodka/whatever was alchool, an exctasy and a few joints... ok ok... I feel like a drug addited speaking here, but yesterday my friend and I decided to just, so whatever we felt like and have a good time at a party up the mountains... We took bout 3 hours to get there by car we left ar round 2 am and got there almost half 5am, started dancing and I was waiting to drop my pill after 9 because GMS were gonna play at 10... so I did take half at 7 and another half at 9 it was sooo damn good dancing and felt so good bout evreything very nice :) So, met up with this guys I am going out with and he spent the whole day dancing and with me and my friends... hes suh a cutie, too bad I am leaving... 22 days and I will be in Europe, thats so mad... things are going to change so fast its going to be a chock for me and I am trying to get prepared for this new page I am starting in my life, definately :) I will ride my bike now so maybe I will clean my body a little bit... See youuuu....

Byebye, have a good week! Bring it ON :)

Babs

Alchool sucks

I want to thank alchool though to make me realize who my real friends are and oh Jesus, to do things and say I was drunk is so stupid, sorry, you dont loose your integrity your persona when youre drunk you are what you are and it does happen to many people, thanks to that, one of them actually pushed me and watched me on the floor and walked away and the other one simply pushed me, no thats it, no friends no more, you know what you come to relalise, you have a friend ok so if it messes you up once whatever you give a second chance and if it messes you up twice, not friends no more.

I cant write no more for now just needed to release this and now I am going to fisnish reading a fucking 365 page book for tonight.

Love

Babs

1st Post

I never realized there was a journal as well on buzznet, really its amazing, I am starting to love buzznet each day it passes :) So how do I press this down and start on another line anyone know? Great my post today will be like this with no Pharagraphs.... Erhm... I am hungry you know??? I am having good stuff for dinner though I am alright.... So last night I didnt have classes because supposedly my teacher is sick... anyways, I watched Sideways and Thirteen I quite liked it to watch Thireen my brother was making fun of me though and didnt watch any of them but I rented Alexander .... Blockbuster is so horrible I wanted to get some cult movies some european movies you know I love it but there wasnt any so I got them .... I ended up sleeping at my brothers and just relaxing, lovely... I came back home this morning and I have to finish reading my book for classes later on... Expressed Comunication.......and meanwhile I enjoy listening to Buddah Bar, thank you =) *smack*